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The Hole of Fear ( IV )

By Aachi Mithin - 9:57 AM Thursday 14 September 2006

The Abode of the King

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"Look!" pointed Kempanna excitedly.

The Traveler turned to look at the direction he was pointing. He had escaped from an army of monkeys (courtesy Kempanna who fought them off with a wooden stick), slipped a hundred times on the steep terrain and almost got bit by a stray dog and wondered what was the next thing that was in store.

He followed Kempanna's fingers towards the bushes, which were some twenty feet away. At first he saw nothing. Then, he saw it.

It was a rope, gray black in color and twined near the base of the bushes. It was an odd location for a rope, he thought, when suddenly the rope moved...

It was a slight motion, but enough to chill the Traveler. It was not a rope at all. But a venomous cobra!

" Small snake," Kempanna said smiling " bigger snakes up there" he said pointing towards the upper terrain.

The King of Snakes?

" Why?" asked the Traveler as they continued walking away.


" The temple of Shiva, 2500ft, many, many snakes around. Even monkeys." said Kempanna.

But obviously, thought the Traveler.

They soon reached a cave at 2500ft. It was dark inside. The little light that came into the cave was from a lighted flame near the entrance of the cave.

They walked solemnly for a few seconds after which the smaller cave opened into a much larger cave with lighted torches burning in its walls.

In the center of the cave lay the sanctum of the Lord. It was dimly lit, but the fragrance of flowers and wet walls perfused the air around. The atmosphere was holy.

"Shiva" said Kempanna.

The Traveler bowed down in front of the surreal image. After partaking prasad, he looked at Kempanna.

" We go deeper now," said Kempanna lighting a torch. " deeper into the cave"

" Why? Is there another temple inside?" asked the Traveler.

" No, no. There is something else. A legend of this place. You will see."

The Hole of Fear?

Kempanna started walking into the depths of the cave. The light from the torch started to play on the walls of the cave and dark areas began to be highlighted.

The Traveler walked behind the guide, watching his every step. He didn’t want to step on a cobra here of all places.

At 2500 ft with no medical aid around, a cobra bite would be immediately fatal.

Soon Kempanna reached the end of the cave. The Traveler had not encountered any snake , luckily on the way in the cave.

Kempanna now stood excitedly near the dead-end of the cave and pointed to something on the ground.

The Traveler followed his gaze and what he saw chilled his spine to the very root of bone.

There, in front of him, on the ground, was the dreaded Hole of Fear. It was a moderate size hole with a diameter of perhaps a few inches. It’s mouth was wide but whatever was inside was hidden by the darkness.

Is it the resting place of a King of Snakes? The Traveler wondered.

Shouldn’t we be going away from the hole? he mused.

What followed next was something absolutely terrifying. Something that froze the blood of the Traveller in the smallest veins. Something unimaginable.

Kempanna looked at the Traveller and said chillingly " Sir, put your hand inside the hole......."
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" It is the blessing of the mountain, he who is good and lucky will touch the underground stream. He who isn’t will not."

The Traveler was stunned for a moment by the guide's demand.

" Are you crazy?" he nearly shouted " how can you expect me to put my hand into some hole in a deep dark cave on a mountain infested with snakes?"

" That is the test of the mountain sir," said the drunkurd " You need to believe that even if it will not bless you, it will certainly not harm you. It is your call. Who knows whether you will ever come again. You need to decide now and do it. There is no force. Only faith."

The Traveler eyed the drunkard. This was sheer lunacy. That hole was the most probable place where a snake would have made its house. And if there is an underground stream then definitely a cobra would be there. He remembered all those Discovery channel stories he had read about the King resting close to a water source.

Can I trust this drunkard’s words? What shall I do? The Traveler racked his brains.

After debating for long, the Traveller made a decision. An unimaginable one. He thought of Shiva, the holy atmosphere of the place and the final test of faith. He rolled up his sleeves, and approached the hole. He knelt beside it. He prayed for a glimpse of water inside the hole, which would have increased his courage.

But all he saw was, absolute blackness beyond the opening of the hole.

No wonder they call it the Hole of Fear.


The Traveler advanced his hand into the mouth of the hole. He closed his eyes and made a silent prayer to God. He opened his eyes and looked at Kempanna.

"Come on! Do it" hissed the drunkurd

The Traveler took a deep breath and....

Next moment he plunged his hand into the dark depths...
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Author speak

Legend of the mountain has it that people who are good at heart and lucky will touch the underground stream. It is the blessing of Ganesha. People who arent will not be able to touch but also wont be harmed by a snakebite. Sometimes the stream swells so much that a minor rivulet is created in the cave. In such cases even a four year old is able to touch the underground stream. But in many cases, the stream is so low down that even on passing your hand until the shoulder level also one is not able to touch the stream.

It is a chilling decision for one to take and once taken a chilling eventuality for one to accept.

I touched the stream. Just barely with my fingertips, and that too when I had plunged my hand slightly more than the shoulder level. Emboldened, I did it three times.
Kempanna, I recall, kept laughing all the time on the descent.

The King of Snakes , probably too had hearty laugh in the nearby bushes.

All together the most chilling experience of my life

The mountain by the way is Shivaganga, 30km from Bangalore on the Tumkur highway.


Posted By Aachi Mithin - 9:57 AM Thursday 14 September 2006

Comments

Dear Aachi

For now all I can say is extraordinary tale and even more extraordinary is the telling. This must be your mastercraft buddy. Brilliant! Will write more in a bit.


Much love to you spinner of wise and winsome tales. :)

Posted by

Jasjit
  on September 14, 2006 11:13 AM

Dear Dear Aachi! Marvellous piece of writing!

The hole of fear is then actually antithetical to its name. It is symbolic of shedding our fears and moving into the unknown, into that which seems to be engulfed in darkness. Fear replacing faith. But my concern is that people often turn such legends into 'trials' of faith whereas they are actually 'teachings' on faith.

Posted by

Chaitali
  on September 14, 2006 12:37 PM

Dear Buddy,

Thanks a lot.:)

Dear Chaitali,

I understand what you mean and second that.

lots of love to you both.

Posted by

Aachi
  on September 14, 2006 08:51 PM

Nice one Aachi. I honestly like the pic you have on the top. Looks like a nice place.

Posted by

SP
  on September 15, 2006 03:10 PM

Wow Aachi that was briliant. I'd been waiting to get a chance when I could sit peacefully and read all the posts together. You had me on the edge of my seat. What a story/experience/narration. Absolutely fantastic. I need to catch my breath so just this much for now.
Lots of love

Posted by

Anusheh
  on September 15, 2006 04:21 PM

Dear Anusheh,

Thanks a lot. It was something I wrote last year and forgot about it after the trip. I was browsing through the files in my computer when I chanced upon it. I am glad all of you liked it.:)

Dear SP,

It is a very beautiful place. The photo is not clicked by me. I didnt carry a camera then. But I chanced upon this photo in the net last year and saved it as a reminder of the place.

lots of love.

Posted by

Aachi
  on September 15, 2006 07:22 PM

Dear Aachi

Allegorical tales have a special place in literary self-expression. Personally I think their power lies in the way they are weaved and the more terse they are the more room they give one to read between the lines and reflect on the many paradoxes which make up human existence(struggle). Yours is one very powerful allegory. And told it you have with an almost brilliant precision which just makes me feel that this is truly where your real great talent lies.

Every sequence is almost perfect in its symbolism, every step complete in its invocation of the next. So this happened last year to you ??? and you let it be (within you I mean as a signpost...and then perhaps the succubus happened as a reminder???Is that not marvellous and wonderfully synchronous indeed?

love

Posted by

Jasjit
  on September 19, 2006 10:51 AM

Dear Buddy,

yes this happened somewhere in Oct Nov last year.

It was a very surreal experience for the way it unfolded. I still remember the naive unassuming little old man with an infectious smile, Kempanna.
The fragrance of the terrain...the way I completely depended on this drunken man's words...the snakes, the army of monkeys...

I personally feel all our experiences in life hold more power in expression when seen in retrospection, or this has the been the case majorly with me.:)

and thanks to you I have an excellent platform to view my thoughts on such.

lots of love.

Posted by

Aachi
  on September 19, 2006 11:33 AM

Hi Aachi

Just felt like sharing some of the Leela messages that came my way. Many years ago as the time ripened for me to start my inner journey a whole set of messages both intense and subtle began to swarm me. One was a recurrent dream that I am searching for a silent space in my house and repeatedly I chance upon a room (beautifully decorated though the decor would often change in each dream from having huge mandalas on the wall, to looking like a Tibetan room, to sometimes having a huge ocean outside its window etc) within the house and no one would know it existed. Excited I would show great relief and announce it as my new bedroom to all. Strangely the houses would vary from my ancestral house (where I never lived but my father grew up in Punjab) to the house I grew up in or to the one that we have lived presently in for the last 20 years.

Then I would dream of this huge white winged horse who would come across the ocean as I stood on a beach under a darkening sky. Trot up to where I stood (though I would be surrounded by close friends etc but they could never see it) sidle up to me, nudge me gently with its left flank and then plunge into the ocean with one backward glance at me urging me to follow. Strangely I always awoke from this dream with a great sense of elation in my heart.

Finally when I first visited my favoured spot by the Ganga I was emotionally quite dishevelled. Did not know where and how to begin my journey and sat by her banks weeping and wondering whether she was truly a Goddess or just a river. Next morning still unresolved I walked down a rock and steep part of the beach to the river. As I got to the bank and stood looking at the replendant flow mesmerized, I suddenly felt my right knee buckle without reason and to my horror felt myself topple towards the rocks. I was too stunned to steady myself and fell on my right arm and my temple smashed againt a rock where I lay nearly passed out with the impact. Many minutes later as I tried to gather my trembling and hurting body up unsure whether I had broken anything I stopped. I suddenly felt a stange sensation on my head. It was then I realized that the way I had landed the Ganga was flowing uniformely from the top of my hairline at my forehead right through to the back. Almost as if the river were running its cool fingers through my hair. When I finally sat up, I did not even have a scratch or bruise despite the size of the rocks I had fallen on. For many years after that spot became an awesome repository of gifts and guidance. :)

love

Posted by

Jasjit
  on September 29, 2006 12:52 PM

Dear Jasjit,

though I am a poor interpreter of dreams I can see that the ones you stated bear in them tremendous power. The first dream more so, according to Sri Ramakrishna, in a dream he sees a man trying to make a hole in the wall...he keeps on trying a little and suddenly a very huge hole is made. He classifies this dream having tremendous spiritual potency.

I feel your first dream meets the same classification.:)

lots of love

Posted by

Aachi
  on September 30, 2006 10:49 AM

Aachi

:) Happy Vijay Dashmi

love

Posted by

Jasjit
  on October 2, 2006 11:07 AM

Dear Jasjit and everyone in IFSHA ,

happy Vijaya Dashami to you all.

lots of love

Posted by

Aachi
  on October 3, 2006 01:30 PM

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