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I am beautiful
By Aachi Mithin - 8:15 AM Saturday 10 March 2007
The most beautiful ever.:)
I used to cry when the bus used to speed me away from Mangalore in the night. I watched the trees and the stars as they slowly witnessed my leaving. I wondered when it would be that I would see it again...
I cried when I broke my first friendship...something that I cherished a lot...but the inevitable happened one day and misunderstandings came an the friendship broke...
All my life...people, places , incidents and phases have brought such beauty to me that I felt overwhelmed by the affection brought out in me for them. I cherished them, loved them and then lost them...
It was unfair I reasoned to all deities in my infancy of thought. Why should something come, be beauitful and then be lost forever.
I had loved everything that mattered to me with a passion and love like none other...
But invariably I lost it.
I wondered whether there was something that lasted forever. That was mine. That would never leave me.
My best friend Ram, Malli, Karthik?...no, The girl I love?.....no, The life I live?....no. The answer was no everytime.
It was after one such muse that I discovered what the sage of Arunachala told many decades back.
Something that would be with me forever. Something much more beautiful and loving than any imaginable entity.
My 'I'.
The cumulative infinity of a billion finities that I have loved over the period of my existence.
My friends, my love, my places, my memories, my everything was centered in the one beautiful throbbing of the heart...
My' I'.
I is beautiful, wonderful , unimaginably gorgeous.
I am my best friend , I am the girl I love, I am the city I cherish, I am the essence of ecstasy.
I am all and everything is me.
I am beautful
I am forever.
(to be contd)
lots of love
Posted By Aachi Mithin - 8:15 AM Saturday 10 March 2007
Comments
Dearest Aachi
A truly fantastic post. I loved it and felt moved by it deeply....lots of love
Posted by
Great perception of your divine Self, Aachi! The pain, is only the balance of joy; embrace both, in terms of room for growth.
Posted by on March 10, 2007 02:25 PM
Dear Harb, Anusheh and North,
Glad you liked it.
:)
lots of love
Posted by
ABSOLUTELY TRUE its just 'I' which is eternal.Recently, I have realized this fact that everything is within us and searching and discovering things beyond this 'I' is merely a waste of time.So,I AM THE WAY,I AM THE TRUTH,I AM THE LIFE.
Thanks for sharing the beautiful and forever 'I' with us.
Thankz
'I' Priyanka
Posted by
Well ... Aachi my good ol' buddy ... u've b'fully described what is known as ... "Ahm Brahmasmi" :-)
Nice as usual.
Posted by
Dear SP,
tHANKS A LOT. :)
Posted by
Hi Aachi!
Great to read from you after a long time.
Hey priyanka isn't it great to be finally in touch with 'I'. It's like a whole new world opens around you! All the games, manupualtions, anger, hatred, jealousy just seem to vanish and seem so silly once you come face to face with 'I'. Trust me 'I' is going to take you to different places within you which you have had no clue about!!! It is great. I am still enjoying my places :)
Hi SP! How you doin! Come back after a long time!
Posted by
Hi My dear Chaitali :) ...
and all my Buddies here and Her Highness - (Jasjit). Regards to all of you :)
Hi!! Anushehhhhhh! :)
Obviously, shows how happy I am to be back [whenever I can :(] to this blog for re-charging (lol) - this bus rocks!
Am really glad to see the "Bus" moving and Growing.
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I feel that's what "keeping in touch with the self" means. I feel one can't defy it when it calls ... however much you wanna keep yourself from the Q&A which many ppl shy away from ... I have felt that a successful bout with the self always brings out the better in you. More to say on this but just thought I'll put this in first.
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Keep rockin'
Love all,
Surya.
Posted by
Hi Surya
Good to see you again.
love
Anusheh
Posted by
test!
Posted by on August 9, 2007 07:34 AM
Lovely post!
Much needed when one strays away from 'I' to 'You'.
You are good....you are bad....you are this...you are that!
to.....
'I' ...good, bad...'I' am everything.
:-)
Cheers, Rohit
Posted by on August 9, 2007 07:38 AM
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Is there still something left to be continued, Aachi lol!
Love, Harb